Another week passed by. I’m bored now. Somehow the situation is getting worse than I thought. Well, I’ve got a place in the new class, but that’s not the problem. The problem is, the longer it takes, the tougher it will be. They are all good students, and they’re definitely better than me in studying. You may think I lost my mind, it’s true, ’cause I don’t know what to do right now. Confused, frustrated, nervous, stressed, that’s what I feel now. After this long course, I think I need to take a long rest before considering going to the university or going abroad for my study. I should’ve know when to stop, and this is the worst decision I’ve ever made in my entire miserable life. Before I know what to do right here, right now, all I can say to myself is “Wait for something miracle to come and take all your things away.” Sometimes what I need is a peaceful life with my family, not to sit here to write those things which disappointed me so much. This is the last year I study here before getting my own life. I need something to motivate me. I love my life and I don’t want to die hard so soon later. Well, sooner or later I’ll have to learn. I can stay in the advanced class but this is not the end of everything. There is a long, tough road towards and I know I have to act now before it’s too late to finish everything in an exam. Winner never quits, quitter never wins!