[24/01/2015] Lost

Not knowing what to do on a b-o-r-i-n-g Saturday evening, though I know it’s almost night -_- Nothing special you know, I’m just tired of tests and exams. Most of my life is spent doing these things so many times, repeatedly. I feel so stressed about it. I’ve had a headache recently and I started to stay up late, though I’d done this a thousand times before. Good thing they didn’t make us study on Sunday nights, otherwise I swear I’m gonna go crazy. The university again, I know. It’s… I don’t know, I can’t determine whether it’s really my aim. Half of me wants to attend university, the other, however, doesn’t really approve it. I’m totally confused. I’m not good at maths, physics,… all the science subjects (to me, science is the definition of “boredom”) Well, apparently, I’m more interested in arts. They’re much better, less stressful than science. By the way, my only favourite and also my highest graded subject at school is English. Literally, I’m better at language than science :v Well, that’s fine anyway, ’cause I don’t really think we’re gonna make things work well with science. My love for you is over from now science. You’re out of my life 😀 Just kidding, I know it’s important too, I just don’t like it. A long, very long journey will wait for me when I attend university (well, IF I really pass). But who knows, I could pass and study abroad. I’m dreaming on it. Hmm, again, I’m staying up late. But I really like it. If I didn’t go to school tomorrow, I might stay up late till 1a.m. Momma, as always, complains about how I always stay focus on this. I say nothing, as usual, but sometimes, I talk back. And, again, as always, I lose over her and have to shut my mouth. A never-ending circle *mind-blowing* A lovely, wonderful, perfect woman, that’s her. I respect her, but sometimes, I feel like struggling against her. She’s totally a boss, if you know what I mean. Like controlling everybody, including her kids. Never mind, I’m used to it. Anyway, have a great weekend, and… don’t mind what I said, OK?

[1/1/2015] Happy New Year

Happy New Year

All of you who always love me

People whom I really love

Peace and happiness will come to you

You are the greatest

No one can be replaced

Each of you is original, special and gifted

We are a family, a big family

Years by years I’ll be with you

Every moment we spent, I’ll never forget

Anything we’ve been through is the best

Remember that I’ll always be with you

I’ll stay by your side till the end of time

Like the moon and the stars

Once you say you love me

Very much, oh I love you too

Everytime I whisper in your ears

Your face start blushing, and I smile with cheers

Over the hard time we had, was the good time we spent

Until now, I just want to say: “Thank you for being with me all last year. You are the greatest friends I’ve ever had. And Happy New Year the World. Let’s hope that this year will be better with lots of love, lots of laughs, no more tears, no more disasters, no more deaths, diseases,… A great new year everyone!”

From Snowman with lots of love

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤